Fear of Failure

WIP of my next art project. I am so not finishing it in time.

But so far: here you go!

Brick textures from [link] and [link]

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Finished!
Last texture: [link] on the farthest brick wall, but you can't really see it.

I'm not happy, as it doesn't express what I want it to, but it looks pretty good, in my opinion. I like the walls more than the girl.

The idea: this is like.. an expression of my fear of failure. The first brick wall, is that of achievements (though I am not a perfect student, and I'm no longer graded in the F-A rubric, I still think I am a pretty damn good student, thank you) that I build to hide myself from my fear. But the wall often crumbles, often lets see another wall through- that of the failures and fears I am constantly hiding and repressing (till I get breakdowns...)

I need to sleep better before I explain this more. Sorry! Good night.